Showing posts with label self publishing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self publishing. Show all posts

Saturday, April 12, 2025

On Writing Books in the Age of Oligarchy

It's a weird time to be a human with a platform that involves public speech.

I'm a small fry compared to a lot of people. My published works are generally less pointedly problematic (unless we're talking about Dominionists or Christian Nationalists, at which point I become an author of heresy on MULTIPLE levels pretty fast.) Anyone whose paying attention knows I don't shy away from issues of human rights (trans rights are human rights!), religious freedom, and injustice on the whole. If you've followed me on social media for any length of time you know I worship at pagan altars and think ICE should be abolished and I support team Universal Basic Income (I have a plan for it!) and Nationalized Healthcare. All of those positions are things that could land me in a hot seat if someone HAPPENS to notice me or my books suddenly spike in sales.

But even as I write this (after turning off copilot which has worked its way even into the ultra basic program of freaking NOTEPAD. ARE YOU SERIOUS, MICROSOFT? STOP TRYING TO STEAL MY WORK!), I recognize that my position as a nobody won't protect me. That at some point in the very near future it won't matter how big or small I am, because even BEFORE the book banning bills, the obey-in-advance bend-the-kneee billionaires controlling basically everything upon which the modern framework of publishing exists will start pulling my books out of distribution for containing the wrong string of words fed into some AI bot set to search and destroy. People usually think I'm being dramatic when I talk about this. When I suggest that my career exists on the edge of a knife blade and could disappear at any moment--No, they say. That will never happen! That's ridiculous!

Fam, it already happens. 

It has BEEN happening. EVERY author publishing their own work is already living this life on the edge, waiting for some bot to suspend their account for ??????????????? reasons. If the feds tweet or truth social some EXUBERANT support of any kind of bookbanning on moral or anti-pornography grounds, it is going to be OVER for so, so, so many of us. 

Do you know how I know?

Because I can already lose my account for things I am not responsible for and cannot control, completely arbitrarily, and for basically any reason at all. All it takes is someone pirating one of my books that's supposed to be "exclusive" and putting it up for distribution at whatever the pirate-site-of-the-week is, and if an Amazon bot finds it, I'm done. Or even someone reporting my content for typos or explicit materials or whatever too many times. There's no real appeal system. The terms of service were violated (not even by me!!!!) and suddenly the biggest bookstore in the world has banned me from their shelves. At this point, too, they'll abscond with any unpaid royalties--between 60 and 90 days worth of income/sales. Even big name authors have run afoul of this nonsense--and only their big name author platform has saved them. 

I don't have that. There won't be any giant social media outcry saving me.

If Jeff Bezos is willing to roll over the editorial department of the Washington Post and dictate what will be published there, you think he's going to shed a single tear for self-pub authors when it's our turn? You think he'll even consider our existence at all, should he receive some benefit (like, I don't know, Tariff exemptions for the rest of his businesses?) for dropping us all into the circular file? Nah. We're small. We're disposable. We're no one.

Those of you howling the loudest about free speech won't even notice when the titles get pulled off your kindles. Because you only paid for a license--you don't own anything anymore, either, thanks digital revolution!--and they reserve the right to take it back.

My point is: Billionaire Mega Corps have already stripped away A LOT of my ability to exist as a creator outside of their terms of service contracts. 

I can't tell people my books exist without paying SOME piper. I can't even get my books PRINTED without playing by their rules. 

Nook Press rejected my files because I put a price on the cover, okay, fine, I removed the dollar sign. Lulu rejected my files because of rogue, invisible Times New Roman line breaks that wouldn't embed--sure, okay, I purchased and learned an entirely new formatting program so I could MAKE SURE there was no TNR anywhere in my files. Microsoft Word is making me jump through hoops to prevent Co-Pilot from chowing down on every word I write and feeding it into their Generative AI models (LITERALLY THIS IS MY IP WHY ARE YOU MAKING THIS SO HARD TO OPT OUT). Meta already helped themselves to my already illegally uploaded/distributed books for theirs--some of which were, you guessed it, under digital exclusivity contracts which now puts me at even greater risk. Patreon flags anything I post for review if it contains the word Spanking. (Sorry Kate and Sully, you and Nic and Will are going to be the first to go. Followed by Eve and Thor, probably.)

It doesn't even have to make it to actual legal law before my career goes up in smoke. It could happen TOMORROW with no warning and no recourse. So if you're out here telling anyone they're being overly dramatic about the situation right now, that they don't have to worry about the feds coming for them, I want you to know you have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA what you're talking about. You are living in complete and utter ignorance of what the status quo ALREADY IS. Because it hasn't hurt you, right? So obviously it's not a real problem.

I sit here and STILL have to field nonsense about Dr. Seuss being cancelled when THE ESTATE ITSELF MADE A PERSONAL DECISION TO PULL THE BOOKS IN QUESTION, and publishing CONTINUES to privilege cis white male books and voices, but where are you when indie authors get swept up in overactive bot purges and book banning bills criminalizing librarians are brought to the floor? When the Government itself is ALREADY banning ENTIRE SWATHS of scientific and sociological research areas because a bot found a word prefixed by "trans" and it doesn't know the difference (as if that's even a reason to begin with.) You think that isn't censorship? That it's not an attack on free speech because something something YOUR TAX DOLLARS? 

Sure, Jan.

You're so worked up over some singular white guy getting deplatformed for being legitimately monstrous but nobody cares that Oligarchs already have a stranglehold on the speech and creative expression of the entire creative class, and are looking to tighten the noose even further through the wholesale theft that is Generative AI. 

If GOVERNMENT were doing its job, it would have stepped in to stop this before we got to this point--but as always, we're prioritizing corporations and profit over lives. Over FREEDOM.

Your Tax Dollars should be protecting speech, NOT helping to ban it and propping up Mega Corps.

The time to start organizing over this was a decade ago or more, when we stopped caring about monopolies and mergers and market regulation. The next best time to start yelling is now. While it's only the Oligarchs holding the sword against our creative necks and not, YET, the feds. 

Because I can tell you with certainty from my red state and our current legislative session, those regulatory book bans are coming. There are people in power who are DESPERATE to purge out works that contain any kind of push back against the Christian Conservative Agenda and they have never been in a better position to enact these kinds of laws. They're coming for us--and corporations like Amazon, etc? They'll be only too happy to help it along if it buys them a free pass to do ALL THE OTHER BUSINESS they want.

And being no one? It just means it will all be that much easier to snuff us out.




 
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Thursday, April 02, 2020

PLAYING IT SAFE Cover Art and PLAYING TO WIN updates!

First of all, you may or may not have seen that PLAYING IT SAFE's cover art is LIVE, along with its kindle pre-order! It releases in MAY, and by that point, I'm hopeful that I'll have the pre-order for book 3 ready to go, too--but I won't promise it because lol lol lol lol who knew I'd be launching a third pen name in a Pandemic!!!!! (Book Three, PLAYING HOUSE, is written and in edits--so the delay will only be in the finishing/polishing/finalizing/proofs, not the actual writing.)

Anyway.
COVER ART so you don't have to go anywhere else to see it if you haven't.
and COVER COPY, too, so you can see what PLAYING IT SAFE is all about below!

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When it comes to love, you can’t win if you don’t play.

Nicole Williams doesn’t have time for a relationship. She’s in grad school, fighting with her thesis and second-guessing her masters program choice. But that doesn’t mean she isn’t interested in a one-night stand—and despite being her name twin, William Nicholas Fowler seems like a guy who knows how to get the job done.

When their surprise hook-up takes a turn to the date-like, Will realizes a one-night stand isn't enough. Not with the only person he’s ever been comfortable being honestly himself. So he makes her an offer: instead of never repeating what was a sexplosive event for both of them, maybe they could give being friends with benefits a shot?

Nicole agrees only because they live ninety miles apart, until she realizes that for Will, she’s a lifeline—the only purely selfish choice he’s made. From the family restaurant that ties him to a small-town future he doesn’t want, to the fake relationship he keeps forgetting to bring up, he’s too busy being what everyone else expects to make time for what he needs.

That isn’t the kind of drama she signed up for, and neither are the feelings she’s started to catch. And unless Nicole figures out where she’s going to land her own life, their fledgling romance might never leave the nest.

The second book in the Playing to Win series, Playing it Safe is a scandalously hot millennial rom com perfect for fans of Christina Lauren's Wild Nights with some Natalie Portman/Ashton Kutcher No Strings Attached vibes.

And of course, you must realize that PLAYING TO WIN is live, available in both paperback and kindle editions--if you haven't grabbed your copy, there is no better time for a fun and sexy readable romp than now!

And Oh!!
You can also add book three, PLAYING HOUSE on goodreads, now!

Forged by Fate (Fate of the Gods, #1) Tempting Fate (Fate of the Gods, #1.5) Fate Forgotten (Fate of the Gods, #2) Taming Fate (Fate of the Gods, #2.5) Beyond Fate (Fate of the Gods, #3) Facets of Fate Honor Among Orcs (Orc Saga, #1) Blood of the Queen (Orc Saga, #2) Postcards from Asgard
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Helen of Sparta By Helen's Hand Tamer of Horses Daughter of a Thousand Years A Sea of Sorrow: A Novel of Odysseus
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Wednesday, December 18, 2019

Son of Zeus: Pirithous on Patreon!

If you're all caught up on your Fate of the Gods reading (or Fate of the Gods isn't your thing) I've got something new for you, too! Your favorite secondary character from HELEN OF SPARTA, and leading man in TAMER OF HORSES, Pirithous is BACK in a new modern day adventure--ONLY on Patreon!


Chapter One and Chapter Two are FREE to read if you want to see what it's all about, but Chapter Three and onward are available to patrons ONLY!

For just a dollar a month, you can read along, each chapter (between 4-7 a month) delivered directly to your inbox. For five dollars a month, you'll get mobi/epub files of each month's chapters, too! (And at all levels, access to past patron exclusive content, too!)

Seven months of Pirithous in the modern world begins now! I hope you'll join us (and him) on this newest adventure!!

More details in the Cover Copy:

Pirithous is back!
But after 3000 years trapped in Hades,
what does he have left to live for?

Pirithous, son of Zeus, stumbles out of the Underworld into Upstate New York, a land nothing like the one he left behind so long ago. The price of his freedom: revive the worship of his gods and build Persephone a temple for her help in his escape. But the world is so changed, Pirithous, once a wealthy and honored king, doesn't know where to begin.

Raised in a strict Greek Orthodox family, Thalia has always been something of a wild child. Wild enough to pick up an attractive man off the side of the road in exchange for his help, no questions asked. When he claims he's a son of Zeus, she gives him the benefit of the doubt. But Pirithous is more pirate than anything else, and an interstate road sign isn't the only thing he's happy to steal...

Hunted by centaurs sent by Hades himself, Pirithous is a danger to more than the woman who’s taken him in, and even for love and the help he needs to repay his debts, it's hard to justify the risk. Pirithous must find a way to work around the threat of his gods and the complications of the modern world to become the man and the hero Thalia deserves. Unless he’d prefer to return to the Underworld--and this time, there’s no coming back.

A fan-favorite hero in Helen of Sparta and Tamer of Horses, Pirithous returns for another adventure, this time set in the world you know.


Forged by Fate (Fate of the Gods, #1) Tempting Fate (Fate of the Gods, #1.5) Fate Forgotten (Fate of the Gods, #2) Taming Fate (Fate of the Gods, #2.5) Beyond Fate (Fate of the Gods, #3) Facets of Fate Honor Among Orcs (Orc Saga, #1) Blood of the Queen (Orc Saga, #2) Postcards from Asgard
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Helen of Sparta By Helen's Hand Tamer of Horses Daughter of a Thousand Years A Sea of Sorrow: A Novel of Odysseus
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Sunday, September 22, 2019

A Taste of Concealing Fate

(Cross-posted from Facebook)

We're not that far out from Enduring Fate's release, I know, but I'm editing Concealing Fate (available for pre-order!) right now, my next Fate of the Gods Novel(la) and just falling completely in love all over again with Garrit and Eve.

Patreon Patrons have already gotten a sneak peek of this one, which tells the story of how Garrit and Eve met BEFORE the events of Forged by Fate, but it's time to give you all a taste, too, I think! So how about a #WiPpet?

The wine arrived, and her breath caught at the lion’s head on the label. She barely held herself back from tearing it from the waiter’s hands, forcing herself to wait until he had poured them each a glass and Garrit had placed their order. Until they were alone again, and she reached out, only allowing herself to trace her fingers over the golden embossing. The mark of the House of Lions.

“You’re familiar with the label?” Garrit asked, pleased again—just as he had been when she’d approved of his wine choice at the cafĂ©, before. She could well imagine that her taste in wine might influence his opinion of her, all things considered.

“It’s beautiful,” she said, deflecting. She would have to lie, otherwise, and she couldn’t bring herself to do it. “A lion’s head on a cross.”

“It was meant to look like one, certainly,” he said. “But the story goes that the DeLeons were pagans of a sort, disinterested in the Christian faith that had spread. But of course, after France became Catholic and their lands annexed, they could not defy the Church so openly without courting trouble, and their hammers, placed four together, formed crosses instead.”

She laughed, not only at the cleverness of the design, but at the absurdity of the conversation. That she might be sitting across from a man who thought he knew more about her family than she did. Perhaps he did know more—of how they were seen by their neighbors, at least, if nothing else. “I almost forgot you’re from that same part of France.”

“Quite near,” he agreed.

“Do you know the family?” she asked, unable to help herself. “One vintner to another?”

He made a soft sound, not quite an agreement or a denial, and raised his glass instead. “À ta santĂ©.”

“À la tienne,” she replied, lifting her own glass and meeting his eyes.

He grinned, taking a drink, and she had no choice at all but to do the same, or risk offending him. The wine—her eyes fell closed, the familiarity, the complexity of flavors and aromas just as she remembered. How much of this wine had she drunk in her last life? How much five hundred years before? She would never lose the taste of it, never fail to recognize its character. No matter how it changed, season to season, good year or bad, she knew these grapes. Had brushed her fingers along every vine.

“I knew you’d like it,” he said quietly, and not without a certain amount of pride. “You have a taste, I think, for good wine, for all you cannot have had much of it before coming to France.”

She snorted at that, opening her eyes. He was watching her with naked delight, as if he’d shared some portion of her pleasure in the tasting just by seeing it on her face. “Because there’s no such thing as good wine in London?”

He lifted a shoulder, dismissive. “It isn’t the same, drinking it abroad. Some wines travel well across the channel, but the DeLeon wines are best enjoyed here, in France.”

“Are you sure that isn’t just clever marketing?” she asked, laughing. “In my experience, there are very few wines that don’t travel perfectly well, regardless of where they’re made and with what grapes.”

“Ah, but you do not have access to their best pressing,” he said, smiling now with just a hint of teasing condescension. “Those wines do not leave the country, bought up too quickly by our own countrymen—which of course drives up demand for the lesser table wines that do. Clever marketing and truth, both, for the finest DeLeon wines do not travel across the channel at all.”

Cover Reveal and Pre-Order link are coming soon! I can't wait to share this Forged by Fate prequel with all of you!!


Forged by Fate (Fate of the Gods, #1) Tempting Fate (Fate of the Gods, #1.5) Fate Forgotten (Fate of the Gods, #2) Taming Fate (Fate of the Gods, #2.5) Beyond Fate (Fate of the Gods, #3) Facets of Fate Honor Among Orcs (Orc Saga, #1) Blood of the Queen (Orc Saga, #2) Postcards from Asgard
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Helen of Sparta By Helen's Hand Tamer of Horses Daughter of a Thousand Years A Sea of Sorrow: A Novel of Odysseus
Amazon | Barnes&Noble